Memories from Life’s Journey

July 10, 2016 in SWEDEN,THAILAND | Comments (0)

Aleah our Julia. These are a few memories from Thailand.

It was our journey, my beloved daughter. Our journey in life. Our sad, illness torn lives. Our wondrous, creative inspired lives. Now you are gone, forever and forever.

I try to put on the torn coat of my life for my onward journey. Sometims I hear you talk to me so deep inside my mind. I dont believe in heaven or anything like that. But you live on in so many of us. My cheeks are wet with tears.

So darling I know you would think I was crazy to cry. You would grunt with dissaproval. I was not allowed, none of us were allowed to be sad about you. You believed in magic and if you didnt say you were ill, you could materialize health.

There were times of pure escape from that all. Its when we travelled in faroff tropical climes, where winter never comes. You hated the winter, You hated the cold. Your lungs could not take it.

Here are some images from one of our holidays in Thailand. Koh Samui and Koh Phangan. Kamalaya was our favourite spot. Our paradise. But everywhere we found joy and a soft peace, divorced from your illness that lingered and lurked in wait and played games and disappeared and then came back and then went and then came back….leading you out of this life.

 

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Arriving Koh Phangan